A SCHIZOPHRENIC’S LAMENT® Original, perceptive poetic study from a Schizophrenic’s disillusioned perspective.
Quilled by Donna J. Fennel on this chilly 29th day of December, 2005 by my fireside.
Life remains an open door while the mysterious mecca of the mind we explore ...
In the mind of confusion, there exists an intrusion of innocuous illusion ~
Coupled with grandiose delusion, and an occlusion of cerebral contusion.
Perplexed place masked by face of grace, whose mind has gone to waste ~
Memories misplaced, while hallucinations haste with alacrity to be chased.
A personality masquerade revealing charade of characters now displayed ~
Appear without a fathom of fear, while voices she hears when all are near.
Fantastic phantoms chirmed from mind’s chasms, in spontaneous spasms ~
Strangers whose faces have found places inside ideas she eagerly embraces.
Psyche fights with tenacity, while cranial capacity anticipates catastrophe ~
Lecherous leprechauns lurk ‘mongst cortex quirks, who snicker and smirk ~
And command her to proliferate mistrust and hate towards those she berates.
Crooning chants symphonic and histrionic, while whispering words demonic.
Sharing with her passions of her persecutors, professing to be the executors ~
Tho they proclaim to be humble protectors, they are vexing vultures and vectors
Stalking specters rile an insane brain untamed, as they proclaim, unashamed ~
That they intend she spend her lifetime of pretend without mend, going insane.
And they commit heresy, convincing that her peers are conjuring a conspiracy ~
A plot towards her to execute, while they persecute and her mind they pollute.
For her they wish to annihilate, while her sanity these enemies seek to violate ~
An incessant nightmare nestled in her wit, nudging her now towards conniption fit.
What they see in her is agitation, yet this mania stems from brain degeneration ~
While her psychological congregation convenes to enact their sinister schemes.
As vicarious, vicious voices within assemble a preamble to commit mortal sin ~
Ah, this poor soul lives on borrowed time, while they compile and rile her mind.
Eventually these evil emotions presently enmeshed in the mind’s empty ocean ~
Seeking to seize the brain’s locomotion, evoking insanity as a paralyzing potion
Will know decadent duress and come to rest, yet internal scars shall linger there ~
Behind the Schizophrenic’s masquerade and charade that most could never share.
Ironically, her intellect they carefully protect, while lunacy they lewdly resurrect ~
While they compete, neck and neck to seize yet appease delusions they now collect.
Hideous hosts who act as grandiose ghosts, while her mind’s freedom they choke ~
Who, at the onset befriend while they contend to weave a wicked world of pretend.
Alas, this beseiged brain has no antidote to eradicate these tormenters of pain ~
Who, throughout her languishing lexicon lifetime will continue to commandeer her mind.
Akin to sinister sentinels and statuettes, for they manipulate her as their marionette ~
While she perpetually repents and laments, knowing that to Hell she will soon be sent.
Sadly, one percent of our human population suffers from this mental affectation ~
And for those with this mood-congruent delusion, there is no cure for the intrusion.
Alas, if disturbing demon of vanity knocks ‘pon your door seeking innocuous insanity ~
The stranger of danger must be dealt with lest you, too, be cursed with conniption fit.
For these florid psychoses posting acute onset, lead one down path of rueful regret ~
If one is vexingly visited by condemnatory voice, know they will have no other choice
But to ignore this influence ere absurd, so its empowerment will never be incurred ~
Or at least obliterate this baleful, brutal beast so that its henchmen will not be heard.
One’s soul must learn to take no notice of these persistent, painful psychotic ghosts ~
Tho they masquerade as mesmerizing hosts, and carefully convene to cast vexing votes
Upon whether or not this soul shall remain overwrought, with brain dolefully distraught ~
For to cease to heed their call is her harbored hope to escape from mind’s prison wall.
O, the past was merely a day ago, yet know that prevailing peace will be bestowed ~
For one must never allow the burden of chains from his yesterday to evoke evil foray.
Including those mentally disabled, although they have tasted from a tainted table ~
Are capable of wonderful things, and should receive what a promising morrow brings.
May this suffering Schizophrenic follow a pathway of sanity the Fates have ordained ~
So that she no longer experience psychological pain, receiving solace and spiritual gain.
For even the sun must occasionally seek shade in glade, so that intensity will not fade ~
And the propensity to wane, disdained, becomes lame, while strength is hitherto regained.
My humble dedication to a good friend who, years ago, was diagnosed with Schizophrenia. Comes soon the day when when her mind, under seige, the vile demons will finally leave.
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